The traffic in the sky could be bringing up some more repressed feelings around soul betrayal, self worth, self love and how that energy has or has not been expressed throughout your journey.
FINALLY completed the burn ritual TODAY! I cried writing an apology, forgiveness, and thank you letter to myself! I cried reading the letter, and burning the letter, but the moment I turned my back and walked back inside my house…the calm that washed over me. Now I am out celebrating my daughter’s 7the birthday and I’m ecstatic for what this release will reveal going forward! Ase and Amen 🤍
Ok, so I am in alignment…. FULL TRANSPARENCY: I knew what I signed up for when I joined this intensive and I was doing really good with holding myself accountable to show up until about a few days ago after Assignment 6.
It was like in my mind, I wanted to keep pushing and stay on track with the coursework until I realized that A LOT of repressed emotions was coming to the surface (old betrayals, heartbreaks, family, mother issues, friends, things I have had to overcome in the past, etc.) …. But, they were surfacing much faster than I could have processed them. Along with current realizations of who and what is leaking my energy right now in my life.
I felt like I wanted to acknowledge & release it as fast as possible but, it IS so much deeper than that. I started to feel like I wasn’t doing my best with the intensive by not staying on schedule but, realized that God has other plans. I have read but, still have not completed Assignment 7. It’s like I can’t fully immerse myself in my beauty rituals without completely dissolving all that’s coming up and truly allowing myself to feel it ALL before I continue with the next Assignment. 🙏 Until this portion of work is done, I will not know wholeheartedly what truly nourishes and restores ME.
Holding space for myself and everyone else. We all need to be giving ourselves as much Grace as possible as we work through this!
Whew girl yes. I can truly relate. I just got back on track this week and I knew I had to take my time because I didn't feel a deep enough connection that I knew I could've. So I even started over. I redid I belive assignment 4 again, the assignment where we had to write fills us and then drains us, then the burning ritual as well. This time around it felt much more pure and not as heavy and rushed. I promised myself I had to commit myself to this work, no matter how real and cut throat things got. I had NO IDEA it would be this intensive. And when I miss the work, it shows up. You can't run, you just gotta trust in the divine timing of God's plan and do our part too
Amen 🙏 . In the end we are all moving on God’s timing, we just have been blessed with this opportunity that directs us to go inward & taking our time with becoming all that we have been called to be.
You can’t love yourself if you don’t know who you truly are.
Yes you literally took the words out my mouth!! I felt i was going backwards and that turned into anxiety but like you said we have to filter through the emotions and not rush the process. So happy to hear I’m not alone. 💗💗
I knew another release was due today, when you shared not being Authentic with ourselves and how that showed up with how we were in our relationships. That shit made me pause in my steps when I was at the park with my daughter. I've always fought with identit and the balance of showing up for others and not forgetting myself. Yet if I'm not even sure of who I am, if I'm not even FULLY releasing parts of me that are called to let go, confronting stagnant pieces taking up space in my field, not filling my cup and just going going going. How's that fair to anyone? Including myself? This year alone has woken me up to the woman I've kept hidden in the trenches of my own grief with old parts of me, and the ways I've been pushed to grow in as a Mother and Woman. However there was still parts of me fighting to figure out how it needed to look, the roles. Was I safe enough to be myself, after all the invested healing and time that God had granted me? Did I need to protect this version of me? Can I still enjoy life to the degree of this new found freedom? It was A LOT of introspective work and in this moment now I know this is the exact call I needed to finalize it all
I'm also reading this book which spoke to this release as well and she mentions that, sometimes in life we let our past feel like we may be disqualified for more glory. She mentions that when God is ready for us to take a new step and direction, how it's going to always be in sequence to what God has already been doing in our life. How the building of character is truly intentional with a divine purpose. And it made me think how this course came at the perfect time in my life, as I think for a lot of you ladies as well. The way things are popping in and popping out, showing up, its all in divine timing and its the time now to step forward and keep going ✨️
I’ve been coming back to assignments as needed. I burn papers/ letters multiple times weekly. Took some time to rest, reflect on the 4 weeks and reset. Ready to go
I redid the burn release for the 3rd time and surprisingly a raccoon ran up on me last night while I was burning lol but I defiantly felt lighter and more determined
I cried yesterday in the car some was grief some was never wishing single parent hood on anyone. My son dad asked what we wanted for dinner and I said THANK GOD because I needed that yesterday . So I’m going to get to writing and burning again
Thank you for posting this! After I initially did the assignment of releasing what was weighing us down it took me a while to move on to the following assignments because I needed to sit with everything that was still coming up. I was still feeling resistance so much so that my body wouldn’t let me move on to anything else until I let it all go. I I had to go back to do the burn ritual a couple times until my body felt like it was ready and receptive to continue on.
FINALLY completed the burn ritual TODAY! I cried writing an apology, forgiveness, and thank you letter to myself! I cried reading the letter, and burning the letter, but the moment I turned my back and walked back inside my house…the calm that washed over me. Now I am out celebrating my daughter’s 7the birthday and I’m ecstatic for what this release will reveal going forward! Ase and Amen 🤍
Ok, so I am in alignment…. FULL TRANSPARENCY: I knew what I signed up for when I joined this intensive and I was doing really good with holding myself accountable to show up until about a few days ago after Assignment 6.
It was like in my mind, I wanted to keep pushing and stay on track with the coursework until I realized that A LOT of repressed emotions was coming to the surface (old betrayals, heartbreaks, family, mother issues, friends, things I have had to overcome in the past, etc.) …. But, they were surfacing much faster than I could have processed them. Along with current realizations of who and what is leaking my energy right now in my life.
I felt like I wanted to acknowledge & release it as fast as possible but, it IS so much deeper than that. I started to feel like I wasn’t doing my best with the intensive by not staying on schedule but, realized that God has other plans. I have read but, still have not completed Assignment 7. It’s like I can’t fully immerse myself in my beauty rituals without completely dissolving all that’s coming up and truly allowing myself to feel it ALL before I continue with the next Assignment. 🙏 Until this portion of work is done, I will not know wholeheartedly what truly nourishes and restores ME.
Holding space for myself and everyone else. We all need to be giving ourselves as much Grace as possible as we work through this!
Whew girl yes. I can truly relate. I just got back on track this week and I knew I had to take my time because I didn't feel a deep enough connection that I knew I could've. So I even started over. I redid I belive assignment 4 again, the assignment where we had to write fills us and then drains us, then the burning ritual as well. This time around it felt much more pure and not as heavy and rushed. I promised myself I had to commit myself to this work, no matter how real and cut throat things got. I had NO IDEA it would be this intensive. And when I miss the work, it shows up. You can't run, you just gotta trust in the divine timing of God's plan and do our part too
Amen 🙏 . In the end we are all moving on God’s timing, we just have been blessed with this opportunity that directs us to go inward & taking our time with becoming all that we have been called to be.
You can’t love yourself if you don’t know who you truly are.
Sending you so much love! ❤️
Yes you literally took the words out my mouth!! I felt i was going backwards and that turned into anxiety but like you said we have to filter through the emotions and not rush the process. So happy to hear I’m not alone. 💗💗
I knew another release was due today, when you shared not being Authentic with ourselves and how that showed up with how we were in our relationships. That shit made me pause in my steps when I was at the park with my daughter. I've always fought with identit and the balance of showing up for others and not forgetting myself. Yet if I'm not even sure of who I am, if I'm not even FULLY releasing parts of me that are called to let go, confronting stagnant pieces taking up space in my field, not filling my cup and just going going going. How's that fair to anyone? Including myself? This year alone has woken me up to the woman I've kept hidden in the trenches of my own grief with old parts of me, and the ways I've been pushed to grow in as a Mother and Woman. However there was still parts of me fighting to figure out how it needed to look, the roles. Was I safe enough to be myself, after all the invested healing and time that God had granted me? Did I need to protect this version of me? Can I still enjoy life to the degree of this new found freedom? It was A LOT of introspective work and in this moment now I know this is the exact call I needed to finalize it all
I'm also reading this book which spoke to this release as well and she mentions that, sometimes in life we let our past feel like we may be disqualified for more glory. She mentions that when God is ready for us to take a new step and direction, how it's going to always be in sequence to what God has already been doing in our life. How the building of character is truly intentional with a divine purpose. And it made me think how this course came at the perfect time in my life, as I think for a lot of you ladies as well. The way things are popping in and popping out, showing up, its all in divine timing and its the time now to step forward and keep going ✨️
I’ve been coming back to assignments as needed. I burn papers/ letters multiple times weekly. Took some time to rest, reflect on the 4 weeks and reset. Ready to go
I redid the burn release for the 3rd time and surprisingly a raccoon ran up on me last night while I was burning lol but I defiantly felt lighter and more determined
I cried yesterday in the car some was grief some was never wishing single parent hood on anyone. My son dad asked what we wanted for dinner and I said THANK GOD because I needed that yesterday . So I’m going to get to writing and burning again
Thank you for posting this! After I initially did the assignment of releasing what was weighing us down it took me a while to move on to the following assignments because I needed to sit with everything that was still coming up. I was still feeling resistance so much so that my body wouldn’t let me move on to anything else until I let it all go. I I had to go back to do the burn ritual a couple times until my body felt like it was ready and receptive to continue on.
Happy Mercury Rx in Pisces Mama 💋✨
Thank you. 🙏🏾