Reflect& Reset
The traffic in the sky could be bringing up some more repressed feelings around soul betrayal, self worth, self love and how that energy has or has not been expressed throughout your journey.
Take a moment to scan your field.
Before you move forward with the coursework. Take a moment to really assess and process what’s come up and what may still be trigger you. Practice acknowledgment verses avoidance. If you feel that in your reflection you’ve uncovered more areas that need to be released, add them to a list to burn and follow through with the burn ritual🖤
FINALLY completed the burn ritual TODAY! I cried writing an apology, forgiveness, and thank you letter to myself! I cried reading the letter, and burning the letter, but the moment I turned my back and walked back inside my house…the calm that washed over me. Now I am out celebrating my daughter’s 7the birthday and I’m ecstatic for what this release will reveal going forward! Ase and Amen 🤍
Ok, so I am in alignment…. FULL TRANSPARENCY: I knew what I signed up for when I joined this intensive and I was doing really good with holding myself accountable to show up until about a few days ago after Assignment 6.
It was like in my mind, I wanted to keep pushing and stay on track with the coursework until I realized that A LOT of repressed emotions was coming to the surface (old betrayals, heartbreaks, family, mother issues, friends, things I have had to overcome in the past, etc.) …. But, they were surfacing much faster than I could have processed them. Along with current realizations of who and what is leaking my energy right now in my life.
I felt like I wanted to acknowledge & release it as fast as possible but, it IS so much deeper than that. I started to feel like I wasn’t doing my best with the intensive by not staying on schedule but, realized that God has other plans. I have read but, still have not completed Assignment 7. It’s like I can’t fully immerse myself in my beauty rituals without completely dissolving all that’s coming up and truly allowing myself to feel it ALL before I continue with the next Assignment. 🙏 Until this portion of work is done, I will not know wholeheartedly what truly nourishes and restores ME.
Holding space for myself and everyone else. We all need to be giving ourselves as much Grace as possible as we work through this!